Friday, February 6, 2009

ew.

i remember coming home and being so frazzled over the whole kansas nonsense, even a month or two after it happened.

katrina brittney and i went to seaside and couldnt get on the beach for free until after 4pm but once we got to go on and i was in the water being thrashed around by new jersey waves, i really didnt want to get out of the water at all.


so, what does that say about my life when the only release i could find that day was being pushed around by a force of the earth rather than being pushed around by human force, whether physical or 100% emotional?


dammit.
never again.

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she's always looking for something.

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the only word to accurately describe me? frantic. you'll see.

oh, i think they like me.

so afraid of getting bored.