when you see my face, HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL.

i have been all over the place lately.

and i dont just mean mentally.

like, physically, ive been running around like a mad woman.



being twenty one has opened so many social doors. so many LETS GO DO THIS moments have happened. ive made some horrible decisions(aka lets go to the bar at 1am when i have work at 6 but heeeeey, it was fun!) ive been in love when he came back to me, ive experienced lust while hes been away. ive been confused over friendship vs. lust vs. love. ive been frazzled by emotion vs. logic. one of my best dudes bought me a flask that says frantic on it. and then he kissed me. which confused me again. and then i was okay with it. im still okay with it. cause hello, im definitely not mad about it.






i need to start making sound decisions.

but i despise when things are set in stone.

im all about spontaneity.





i really miss my boything.

and i dont know how to handle it.

because its like, theres not much i can really do.

ya know?