swerve.

had a terrible stomach virus.
spent basically the entire weekend snowed in at the diner working obscene hours with my hunnie bunnie.
got so many kisses and so much affection i can hardly stand it.
these are definitely real feelings.
i realized that tonight.
which basically sucks.
but at least its not the usual hit it and quit it.

i dont care that we arent sleeping together.
really, i dont.
im focusing on bigger things.


such as...
march 18th.
mac introduces a new lipstick.
and its lady gaga's lipstick.
and 100% of proceeds go to mac's AIDS charity.
GIVE A LITTLE BIT, GIVE A LITTLE BIT OF YOUR LOVE TO ME.


my sleep is so off.
its 5am.
i have a shrinky dink appointment in cherry hill at 220 today.
dammmittttttt.
byebyebyebyebye.

need the smell of summer, need its noises in my ears.

its only february and i am so beyond fed up with the cold weather.

had an okay dinner in ac with sara strelsin.
i always love reconnecting with her.
seriously.

i gambled far too much.
but i will not call that 1800 number.
im no quitter.

and its not my fault the dentist office was closed so i couldnt drop off the money i owed. you want the money? call the tropicana. they robbbbbbeddd me.





its cold and i want to cuddle. fuck that noise.


ps. hunniebunnie has a fever. i want to make him tea with honey tomorrow. poor thing.

take my picture hollywood. i wanna be a star.

god, elton and gaga together. seriously? its far too genius for my brain to comprehend. so ill just keep youtubing their performance from the grammys. i highly suggest you do the same. it keeps giving me chills. over and over and over.

it almost makes me cry because i just keep watching this girls dreams come true. and im sincerely so so so happy for her. theres not many artists i can say that about. but her? shes golden.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XuYsqPWXLTo




i need to get to bed before 5am. adios muchachos.

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modification.

got pissed off at the guatemalan last night.

almost moved me to tears.

woke up today and got my first tattoo.

got screaming hot boots.

life is goood. na'mean?

why

is the world so complicated?

STOP.

why

is the world so complicated?

STOP.

mas puta que las gallinas.

i waste my time with every boy/man/creature i so willingly fall for.

however, i enjoy the chase.

and honestly?

thats all i enjoy.

i dont wanna call you and tell you my plans.

i dont wanna check in.

i dont even like cuddling that much anymore.

hit it and quit it.

this does not apply to the few males i am actually interested in.

i AM interested in what i cannot have.

i cannot have the guatemalan, therefore i want him. badly.

but once i obtained him, like a pawn in chess, would i really be that happy?

i doubt it.

im a thrillseeker.

and took too many percosets.

so now i might hurl then sleep.

i have to be back at work in 8 hours.

long live the queen.

hey soul sister.

dear asian fuck who i used to share my entire life with,
i want NOTHING to do with you. please stop with the random texts. there is nothing left to mend. i fucked up once already and landed on your cock, but truthfully it was only to make your stupid ex gf/my stupid ex friend jealous. thats all it was about. i helped you out to get back at her and bust a load, and you cant even respond to my two text messages afterward? i was in love with you and you destroyed everything we had because you are unintelligent. you bastard. you are not getting your dick sucked everytime that stupid 'i look like im 12' cuntrag who used to be a very good friend of mine decides she wants to be a fucking nutjob and drive you crazy. try craigslist ads, you might get some play.
die soon plz,
felicia.


dear supposed mother who carried me for almost 9 months and suffered childbirth to bring me into this world,
you have always been a vindictive coward. and now you ran away to florida with no word, no nothing. i hope youre sexual predator guido boyfriend treats you well. i hope you see the situation for what it really is, instead of continuing to live in that fantasy world you call a life. you are miserable. you used to be fun. but youve always just been a dumb bitch i guess. i loved you, you fucked me over. blood is apparently not thicker than your stupid boyfriends wallet. which is usually empty.
give up the facade,
felicia.


thats all for the hate today. i feel much better now. thanks blogger. xoxo.



ps. totally falling in love with a guatemalan who could up and leave me to go home and be with his girlfriend. i wonder what she looks like. i heard latinas are loca. i have clearly not gotten a grip on life yet. and have no intentions to. MUCH LOVE.

ooh la la.

i work alot.
but i can pay my bills.
and i ENJOY my job.
i love waitressing.


and im banging the guatemalan cook.


life is good, na'mean?


ps. i really want lady gaga tickets.